Saturday, April 24, 2010

It was beautiful ...

Yesterday was a day of Celebration. A day to celebrate our beautiful little girl's life; short, yet one that has touched thousands. I pray she knows how amazing she is. I pray I can be like Reagan. That I can fight, despite the odds put against me. That, no matter how hard the obstacle, I won't give up ... but I'll keep fighting ... because I have a purpose and a and reason. I am trying to remind myself of these things every second. Family and friends that have been rallying around us every second of every day since Reagan was born. They have started to leave today and I am terrified of being alone. I know it's something that is eventually going to happen, and I'm going to have to learn how to deal with it just being the four of us again ... it just isn't something I'm ready for yet. To be honest, it probably isn't something I'll EVER be ready for. I'm so thankful for a Father who never leaves, who stays with us through the good and the bad, who is our strength when we are weak, and who loves us beyond measure. With Him ALL things are possible ...


  1. I am so sorry for your loss. But what a beautiful tribute you have created by posting this...

  2. Don't think about getting through each day think about getting through each minute. A day seems impossible when you are hurting but a minute seems do able. He will never leave your nor forsake you. He see's each tear and knows how your heart aches. You will get through this it will just take time. Hugs

  3. I am praying for you. You are never alone, though it may feel like you are. May God fill your heart with His presence.
    Continue to blog. It helps with the healing.
    Bless you.